I don’t know what I really want, I can’t see any thing clear in front of my eyes so long I feel that am frustrated
Some times I think that I’m not how I was in the past, some times I think that I don’t want to be as I where, nothing is clear in my road, fug is in all the places surrounding my eyes cutting the ropes to a better vision, I keep asking my self what is the wrong thing that I have don … tell now I can’t find an answer even so I keep thinking of it.. It’s killing me finishing me what ever I do to forget about it goes for inane. I still remember when I was a ked I didn’t need any body to play with because I had that ability of creation I could create my all fancy world and live alone inside it, it was great at that time every thing was cool and just as I want it to be at that time I didn’t need any body no one to be, every thing was good and wonderful and if I dislike any thing then simply I throw it out of my world … I think that was the secret key MY WORLD yes it was my only world and I was the core of every thing .